I'm a Self-Injurer who recently had her first relapse in a year. This is mainly for venting and mentioning all the things I can't talk about. This blog has also become a weight loss blog as well and will focus primarily on those two things as well as the darker parts of mind. Feel free to ask questions. It took me a long time to realize it was worth it to stop cutting and now that I'm trying I want to talk about it. This is My Story.
I will also happily post other peoples stories(anonymously if that's what they want). I feel it's important to share so that people don't feel so alone and I think it is good for healing.
This is not my primary blog because my friends can see that one. I do however run The Self Harm Directory which is my pet project and I would encourage you to take a look at it and apply if you so choose to.
I write poetry in my spare time which is linked as "foot steps of the muse" which is the title of that blog.
I hope you enjoy my musical taste if you are one of the
Wandering Soul(s)
I think these results are way exaggerated....but maybe I'm wrong. That would explain a lot.
| Disorder | Your Score |
|---|---|
| Major Depression: | Slight-Moderate |
| Dysthymia: | High-Moderate |
| Bipolar Disorder: | High-Moderate |
| Cyclothymia: | Slight-Moderate |
| Seasonal Affective Disorder: | Extremely High |
| Postpartum Depression: | N/A |
| Take the Depression Test | |
i didn’t grow up abused
or wishing i could die
but eventually it all went to hell
and i felt like i wouldn’t surviveand one night it got so hard
to cope with this big world
i picked up a safety pin
and this new thing uncurledfor just a moment it all stopped
and i felt nothing it’s true
but at least nothing i could deal with
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